Monday, May 10, 2010

Sometimes, in Life...

(look at my face, fugged up from training)


You don't get to do what you love..
You don't get to be what you want to be..
You don't get to choose..
You don't get to be perfect..

THERE WILL ALWAYS BE DISAPPOINTMENTS..

Training has been rather tiring.. 2 1/2 weeks more to Woodlands Checkpoint...
Can't wait..
Cos I have no life.. Seeing the payslip made me dance in front of the computer..
But, what's money when there's no happiness?

But I'm glad that I have great colleagues..
Especially my listening ear, Khairon Hakim..
He's somebody who I think I share all my worries with..
It's weird to think that a guy is my listening ear.. But yeah, he's one good advisor to me..
Belanja me when I'm sick somemore.. :)

Did I mention the uniform is FUGLY?
The pants are high-waisted..
Me, high-waisted? Down syndrome siot..

K larh, til next tyme.. Beaten up..
Can't wait for next week...
Grad day, firearms and unarmed combat..

I feel like I'm on a high
A new beginning that is my life
I'm turning to the rythm of the night
I am all right

The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's noone here to break me or bring me down


7:24 PM

Reach my prismic soul.
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I'm a kitten from spain who loves to eat chocolate.
ok, so im not a kitten, and i'm not from spain either, but i do love chocolates. Cats??,they're very nice,but honestly im scared of them, i'd rather be an animal that flies(cockroach??) Maybe....dunno. *shrug* mmms. ok i don't know what i am. i'm just me.I am Syuhadah aka Heather aka Syu aka Syub aka Butty and many more..
Well.i dun noe wat im called aniwaes. People keep giving me new names.
Studying Diploma in Food Science and Nutrition in TP.A September baby.Looks younger den her age..(Seriously)

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SAY NO! to Drugs (and bitches).

My Words.
This blog is solely mine. It contains MY photos, thoughts, hopes, dreams, secrets, and fears. i write because i want to, and you read because you want to. if you don't want to read, then don't: it's that simple. as far as i'm concern, u're NOT IN my invitation list!

Unconditional Desires.
Blue :D
$$$/ Ka-chings
Beautiful clothes
Fashion
Put on weight ;)
Loves people that loves me.
loves beautiful clothes/fashion.
Definitely Loves My Bf

Unconditional Turnoffs.
hATES Mats and mInahs!
HAte bitches,wannabes,people who gets on me nerves,racists and shitty people
HATE my skinny body :]
hate vegetables especially tomatoes.!
The list goes on

The endless connections.
Esther♥
Sufiyan
Rafidah
Shemona
SuHailA
Yanie
Zahara ♥
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Shiyu
Aisa
Ame Bonez
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Ili
Dila
HArith Spidey
Shahirah
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Dyla
Yi Ming
Khairi ICA
Fuanni ICA

Mix the words up.

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