Here at 3.03am...



I think I'm in the happiest mood of my life...



Becos I finaalllyyyy plucked up my courage to start a proper convo with sumbody whom I had a SERIOUS crush on since Sec 4 and lasted till my poly days ( and it had to end when I got together wit Joe..Bummer)..



I think oni Khadijah noes...



And OMG, he still remembers me..

He stil remembers the times that we would "bump" into each other in the bus almost everyday...



*Butterflies in stomach*



FB is so DAMN great ok...



I wished that I had this amount of courage to talk to him then..



( Omg, I'm being so silly going gaga over some young girl's crush)



There's like a angel and devil in my head arguing rite now...



Scenario



Devil: Woah! Nice start... Dump Joe!



Angel: OMG! What the hell are you thinkg sister? Joe's THE one.. Always there for you remember?



Devil: You aren't doing anytg wrong.. It's perfectly fine to relive those feelings..



Angel: Wake Up! Don't dump 2 years of r'ship becos of some FB convo..



Me:HAHAHAH..Yeah rite! Keep on arguing you too... I will not betray my loved one...I may have roving eyes but I am LOYAL.. Hahahah.... It's OK to have roving eyes... Especially when THE BF sucks at being THE BF while I'm the one playing the role of THE GF...And I'm here awake waiting for a CALL while you're in bed SLEEPING..





Enuff of ramblings readi...

SHEESH!

I'm a kitten from spain who loves to eat chocolate.
ok, so im not a kitten, and i'm not from spain either, but i do love chocolates. Cats??,they're very nice,but honestly im scared of them, i'd rather be an animal that flies(cockroach??) Maybe....dunno. *shrug* mmms. ok i don't know what i am. i'm just me.I am Syuhadah aka Heather aka Syu aka Syub aka Butty and many more..
Well.i dun noe wat im called aniwaes. People keep giving me new names.
Studying Diploma in Food Science and Nutrition in TP.A September baby.Looks younger den her age..(Seriously)


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