Monday, November 30, 2009
All Flags Should Be Half-Raised Today...
The Passing of A Good Man...
Never did i once thought that two weeks ago, it will be the last ever time I'll ever see him alive...
The thing that I will always remember about him is " Cepat-cepat baca doa nikah"..( An old man's ways of asking me and Joe to get married).. Then, the only thing I''ll do is smile and having tots to myself * Still schooling, how to get married?*.. He was always very quiet, a sense of shyness about him which made him very easy to talk to.. Always inviting me into the house when waiting for Joe whenever we had dates on...He was also Joe's best friend at home..He and Joe will always pamper each other with gifts.. The funniest thing I'll remember about him is when he went to a cobbler and Cash Converters to buy shoelaces which obviously does not sell.. So me and Joe went to a shoe shop just to buy for him... Upon seeing his body just now, it struck me that anyone around us may just go at any time.. Nothing that you can do once that person is gone.. Crying your eyes out will not bring him back... Life is too short to fulfill your dreams..
He may not be my grandfather but he reminds me of mine...
He was also someone whom I really got to know for the short period of 2 years..
In memory of Omar Bin Salim...
May God Bless His Soul
Al-fatihah
Amin
11:07 PM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
In the spirit of Christmas soon-to-come..
Bah! Humbug!
Will be meeting my "english teacher" tmr..
What good can it possibly bring huh?!
11:35 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
The subtlelity of life..
Makes people wonder...
2:10 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009
This week's been packed..
From Mon to Friday..
Finally went to Ice Cream Chef with Khadijah..
Hehehe..
Splendid-fully awesome..
Nice place to chill and eat as much ice cream you want (but with a price larh)..
So, always go on Tuesdays for those free mix-ins...
Lovely..
Wednesday ended school at 6 and went out for dinner at Banquet which serves the most suckiest food and drinks ever..Blueks *vomits*
So much for dinner..
Istanbul laksa would have been so much better..
So the fun and funniest part is Thursdays..(Always has been)
Fun because I get pampered and get paid..Heheheheh..
So the funniest part is, while Lina was doing her piece on me, I fell asleep and kept bopping my head up and down with occassional fits that people have while asleep..
So everytime i have those occassional "fits", she would go "Hah!, Good thing not damaged"
Oklarh, shows how tired i am..
And today, Hari Raya Haji, visited my grandma and get $$$$..
Heheheh,
I love public holidays!
Speaking about $$, government says that economy is up again but they are still cutting bonuses..
Heh? -_-
I pity civil servants..
Makes me not to be one, gov cheats their pay..
Tmr,
I'm going shopping, Im still hunting for that cropped gray cardigan...
Damn sia, can't seem to find it for weeks..
That thing is so original, so me...
Plus Christmas sales are up and my hands are already itching!
Till next time...
8:55 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
RIP
21 Nov 09
For doing us such great favours, even before me and Joe got together
I played a part in keeping you ok..That's why, it hurts me too..
*middle fingure to the taxi and lorry driver*
4:13 PM
Just called Joe..
He said he was just involved in an accident..
No wonder, I didn't feel right just now when he said that he was gg to Orchard..
And maybe there were signs...
Cause just now when we went out, he knocked into a bird while driving...
Should have known..
Oh God, now I really can't concentrate..
I was gg to do my assignments you know..
Now this has to happen...
He's been really down on his luck recently..
So much for all the fun shopping we had at VIVOCITY just now..
It has to end this way... He must be pissed off right now..
I can imagine him now picking a fight with the other driver..
But it was partly my fault cos I was calling him non-stop...
But worst of all, I pity his car..
His damn lovely car..
And the money that has to be pumped in to repair his car again...
He said it was damaged real bad..
OMG!
I totally do not want to imagine about it..
I just pray to GOD that everything is all right..
12:03 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
No school on Friday yet again..
Another long weekend..
But too bad, there's a lot of assignments to do..
But waking up at 12 + + today was so REFRESHING!
Hehe..
Monsoon season is back this year..
Six times the regular rainfall can be scary..
Even the thunder is six times louder...
But the only good thing is that, the weather is absolutely suitable for sleeping..
Laying in bed with such nice weather would knock anyone out, especially me..
Aniwae, not going out today..BORING cos BF is working and everybody else is schooling and Lina is meeting her fiancee..
Tmr BF is working again.. Another day gone..
On Sunday, will be going out to eat with family...
And back to school on Monday..
4:45 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I promised myself never to cry when
the day comes...
Everything is so screwed up..
Thanks..
11:38 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
One Thing About
Them IS That, They Either Make You Feel Like You'r In Heaven Or In Hell..
Nowhere in Between...
This is some random stuff that has been going through my head for weeks..
Every now and then, I have this funny feeling..
It just makes me wanna go on a "shooting rampage"..
But dun worry, this will never happen cos I'm still in a sound state of mind and...
Where the hell am I gonna get a gun and live rounds??
Hahahahah
BTW, I've been going jogging once a week since weeks ago..
I really really want to be in an active workforce..
BF says I would die being in an army..
So I tot of becoming a policewoman which is so not cool..
Den I tot of becoming an ICA officer which is so freakg lame and filled with STUPID minahs...
So i told BF, my final decision is to carve out a career as an official tai tai..
Which will mean my husband is soo gonna have to be rich...
So if he doesnt strike lottery in two years, he can kiss me goodbye..Heheheh...
Funny isn't it?
Planning out ur career path on blogger...
I feel so kindergarten-
ish..Actually, I doing all this cos I feel so bored and so do not want to face anything related to school..
And BF is already sleeping before calling me like he promised..
He can just go and DIE larh..
Time to go on to GREENER PASTURES..
DREAMLAND that is...
11:14 PM
No Wonder I Hate Her..
I didn't know that I was so small and petite that the naked eye could not see..
How Sad is that??
I was so like "wtf?"
Blah Blah Blah Blah..
And don't even talk about her boyfriend.
My butt more handsome can..?
Whatever, that kind of guy suits her perfectly..
Went to Bugis with Sork Leng today...
I really itched to buy something..But the something just wasn't found...
Sad larh...
Eventhough time is really packed...I really do not want to think about it k..
Enough with school readi..
Bye
6:53 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
I really hate it when people don't realize their own mistakes..
And in the end, they think what they do is correct when actually they are so the one in the wrong and forever giving attitude..
Don't you think that these people should just die and not make other people's life difficult?
Or maybe they don't have a mirror for them to look themselves at to see how busuk hati they are..
My migraine attack is so frequent especially when Im in front of the computer or when Im in bed..
These are signs you know?
11:36 AM
Sunday, November 08, 2009
I was pushed to my maximum limit today...
I don't know what else to say..
Having walked 5 meters away from you,
It dawned on me, how patient I've been..
8:44 PM
Saturday, November 07, 2009
Having many projects at any one time would make anyone cranky..
Especially me..
Plus this bloody comp is giving me loads of problems..
Always hanging up on me..
And plus I've not been getting any time to unwind..
Ok, maybe not any..But not alot..
I really want a lot of time to unwind..
Aniwaes, helping Lina out on Thursday was fun..
But she made me up into a somewhat of a drag queen larh..
And did something to me which now make me seems weird..
Plus she will be asking me for more help...
hehe..
My fair bit of time to help me unwind..
How bout that?
With every passing time, I find my life more doubtful..
I'm still thinking of what I want to be when I grow up..
Are you?
7:39 PM
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
And so...
My thumbdrive is lost for the SECOND time..
I thought I didn't bring it to school when I didn't find it hanging on my phone in the comp lab..
And yah, when I got home, after all the recalling, I remembered I brought it to school..
Thanks eh! *rolls eye*
So who wants to be my saviour this time??
My first saviour was Yi Ming??
This time, I will have to save myself..hahah
Suck larh.. I had to redo my resume all over again...
All my pics, with clique, Shor Leng, Tij etc etc and most importantly, BF's is alllllllll GONE!!
Can I cry now??
PLease??
OMG! I can't believe I'm ranting over my thunbdrive..
Suck larh..
Not enough that I embarassed myself in class just now due to my short-tongueness...
Karma for disturbing Dr Yang's english..
Just my retribution...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8:06 PM
Monday, November 02, 2009
Someday I might just do something crazy...
Then there's nobody to blame but You...
School's been rather -_-.
MP is so much of a "stab me and let me die thing"..
I can't do anymore benchwork..
Then there's projects, which is like "please dig my heart out"..
And there's, entertaining people ever so nicely, which leaves me cursing up and down..
And there's a problem which I'm really really really scared to face too...
And I'm tired of nagging..
And I'm tired of competing..
and I'm tired of begging...
And I'm tired of leading..
And I'm tired of following..
And I'm tired of caring...
And I'm tired of blogging..
AND sO, Till next time...
*smiley face*
10:29 PM
