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Monday, August 31, 2009

THIS POST WILL SOUND HARSH..
SOME PEOPLE MAY BE TURNED OFF BUT I REALLY NEED TO VOMIT ALL MY FEELINGS OUT..
NOT A TYPICAL POST BUT A VERY EXPRESSIVE ONE..

Here goes..

Have you got no freaking brain to think?
Have you got no freaking feelings to feel??

Asshole this kind of people..
Stupid larh..
Dun you know what we are doing?
It's bloody different larh..
So fucking pissed off larh,
Den there's another person who like to act big..
Say this say that
Tell this tell that..
NBCB!

So pissed larh,
Because of YOUR BLOODY FUCKING fault we get blamed is it..?
So pissed off larh..
I could just jump down from the 10000th floor of a building right now..
NB!

8 x 5= 45
45 x 8 = ??
That's like more then expected time ok..
What shit is this suppossed to be?
KNN!

Then there's another guy!
Forever finding fault when I'm at my lowest..
I could just say FUCK OFF straight to your face...
I FREAKING HATE you larh..
So now the time to be JEALOUS lar?? Not OK!
Can't you just spare ONE bloody minute to ask what's wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????
I could just show the middle finger rite now..(If I could)

It's getting more harder that it already is..

11:20 PM

One day have passed,yet there's so many tale to tell...

For today ONLY, we spent 8 hours in the lab while 1 hour spent on lunch..
About 3 hours plus was spent on waiting for centrifuging and analyzing..
While almost 5 hours left was spent on logbook and other procedures and last but not least acting dumb..
Haha..Most of the time we were acting dumb cause we were lost for words..

Having a whole lab to ourselves instead of sharing was quite nice although 'somebody' didn't like it..Hahah..
But i love it a lot..
Despite the liquid nitrogen "giving out gas" every 40 minutes which made sounds similar to World War 2..
It was still bearable..
Funny when somebody took kitchen towel and stuffed his ear with it..Damn Girly..

There was A LOT of waiting time involved which resulted in many many topics being brought out...
This larh, that larh..Hahahah..

I can't imagine 2 months doing the same thing over and over and over again..
2 straight months..8.30am to 5.30pm..
Damn FUN to the MAX..

Aniwae, straight after lab, trained down to Geylang (AGAIN)..
Seems like me and Geylang are inseparable..
Fourth time in like 9 days..

Now I'm home with my a** full of S***..
Hahah..Literally...

This part of the post is an inside joke..
Just for mine (and her) entertainment.

Nickname: Big? Long? Short? Black? White? Red bull (his fav drink)? Fat? Skinny?
heheh..
If I were to choose one, it would be big and fat..
heheh *winks*

Blogger wise..
I'll just keep it mine and mine alone..
My picture the best,his can kick out..
hahahah..

School again tmr!
Yippe!

9:47 PM

Sunday, August 30, 2009

I'm an Owl with Tired eyes
I'm a Scarecrow In Disguise

It's no fun now cos I'm awfully hungry..
Sucks when I get my day off from fasting..
I will be hunting high and low for food but nowhere to be found..

Aniwaes,Geylang again yesterday..
Seriously larh,it sucks but why do I keep going back there??

Right now,
Internet is my Only comfort..
Searching for something to be hogged on to..
Then, I found a website about REAL people with REAl fashion sense..
So pretty/hot/gorgeous/fabulous etc..
Right now I'm loving the ankle cut shoes/boots..
Hot larh huh!

And my comfort song nowadays...
Evanescence- My Immortal..
Bring Back memories of then..

Going out later..
Off to some good food..
Good Good Food..

Bracing myself up for school tmr until for like until school opens on 20-ish Oct...
2 months larh sia..
Fregging awesome or wat?
Like tht I raya in school also larh..
How? Join me anybody?

P.S. Dun know eh,but i think it's all too silly..

3:18 PM

Friday, August 28, 2009

Bring It On:

Okay, Lets start from the beginning,

As if the topic doesn't bore me enough..
As if the machine isn't hard enough to handle.
Now,the timing and schedules are an added burden BONUS!

How should I say this??
I don't even know where to start..

OKAY..Let's see..

Definition of a typical holiday: Rest time, relax, unwind..

Definition of MY typical holiday: SCHOOL on Monday to Friday..
8.30AM EVERYDAY till school REOPENS..*slams head into wall until bleed*
Analyze samples
STAND for like 5HRS (Helo?)
Hear boring blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Suddenly hear Y= blah blah blah
(Since when Maths come into the pic?!!)

Imagine ME,YES! ME!!!! Going to school 8.30am from Mon to Fri then Mon to Fri then Mon to Friday..
Mon to Fri Mon to Fri Mon to Fri Mon to Fri Mon to Fri Mon to Fri Mon to Fri Mon to Fri
Mon to Fri Mon to Fri Mon to Fri Mon to Fri Mon to Fri Mon to Fri Mon to Fri Mon to Fri
ON A FREAKING HOLIDAY!

I want sleep larh.. So far I've enjoyed waking up at 2pm and having late nights and waking up at 2pm..heheh.
Did I mention I LOVE waking up at 2pm..

At this rate, my clock-in time will be more than 120 hrs..It will be 120 gazillion hours! heheh..
Exaggerated me..

So, I better make sure I get an A++++++ (heheh!) for my group so that all will not be in nought.

Well, at least, I'll have something better to do than gg out and gg out and gg out..
Wait! Speaking about going out,I think ALL my outings will be affected...BOO-HOO!!!

Mummy! It's over!

Phew! All these complaining is making me soooooo much better..

So now for my positive alter ego,
Hi all,

I can't wait to go back to school..
Cause school is where all the fun starts!
Yabbadaba-DOOOOOOO!!!!

Damn! I sound hungover again ,don't I?*Nods head*
Must be all the blah blah blah given by sups on HPLC just now..

P.S. I'm not into sarcasm anymore, I've become personal..(If you know what I mean)
P.P.S Guru Josh and Bloc Party coming to town for Fuel Festival larh sia...Everyone is buzzing bout it...

12:16 PM

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Words of Wisdom:

To Be INFLUENTIAL is one thing, To Be INFLLUENCED is another..
IT'S like being a slave to someone without even knowing..

Aniwae, due to the damn MP, I had to reject a job offer! Nike sia...
So Bummed out! The uncertainties of life just seem to come..

3:03 PM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

It's 1 am right now and...I'm still up! Surprise Surprise?
Dun think so..

Just saw Dance Flick trailer a moment ago..I soo wanna see! Saturday larh,cnfirm...

Aniwae random thoughts:

In a pyscho's mind,he's thinking "Ask me why? I can't tell you why, but when I see a guy walking on the streets, I feel like bashing him up...To me it's normal"

In my mind" When they see me, they think I need help..They think I'm weak, They want to help me. But I don't need help..I can take care of myself..!"

You You You You You You You AreAreAreAreAreAre

Damn, I sound Hungover! But I'm not ok! WOoHoo!

Nyehehehehhahahahah!!

1:00 AM

Monday, August 24, 2009

3rd Day...and many more to go!
ROAR!!

With a few free time that I had today, I managed to do some good with it..
Read up Charlotte's Web..I know it's supposed to be a children's book but it's the first time really
that I've read it..

After reading it, I find that there's a Wilbur in everyone one of us.. A pig that just want to stay
alive in this world.. Trying to stay alive is what results in back-stabbing, competitiveness and
helplessness.. It is basically the seven deadly sins " Pride,Envy,Anger,Gluttony,Sloth,
Greed,Lust".. But to Wilbur, all that he wanted was sincerity and didn't even think of worldly
desire.. Then there's Charlotte.. I find that there's not a whole lot of Charlotte in people
nowadays... Nowadays, its all about "me" and less of "you"..Charlotte is what I would hope to
find in a friend.. Spent her days saving her friend despite being alone on her death bed and not
wanting anything in return.. It's just a tale of self-lessness.. E.B White captured each character
so beautifully even me myself as an adult is fascinated to tears..*Sobs*..

Aniwaes, my comp has gratefully decided to crash but thanks to my boy's laptop, I'm actually
getting network but w/o his consent..Oh-oh..

And and, I found out that people actually stalk me on my blog..Scary or what?! *Freak out*
hahah

And I'm still waiting for the bloody Call larh! Nevermind larh.....

Okay, Im still living in my holiday mood which is why tmr night I'm going to "party"! I simply
can't be bothered with the rest..hehehe.
Ok best!

To all (including my stalker)
Good Night!!!

9:49 PM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Proposal was done on Friday..Supervisors were great! They edited out our proposal like wat?? 3 times! Awesome...
Benchwork starting next week, wicked!
Finally, I'll be really busy to be even wondering about "stupid" stuffs anymore..
So, the usual thing after school with me and Sork eating Jap food..Last time to stuff myself..
Well,we didnt stuff cos I got really full..

Den, we waited for Charlene at TM and CS.But had Tamp got really boring for us that we sat down at CS's Customer Service and wasted our youth there..
Despite the nth time we met up, me and Charlene still haven't got a decent picture together..

Well, these are the only picture we've got, the rest of the time spent was just staring into blank space..ahaha...Like as if...

Well, fasting month started..

For the Chinese,it's the 7th month..The two events clashes this year..

For us Muslims we believe that all ghosts are stuck in hell for now but for the Chinese they believe that ghosts are released from hell..
When Muslims are performing their terawih prayers, Chinese have getai going on at night.
This is just an example of life's irony.. It happens all the time..

This year's Geylang bazaar is SICK! Not sick as in great but sick as in makes you want to vomit..
Maybe because I'm tired of bazaar or i went on the first day or just am sick of all this festivities
or just grossed out by the Getai that goes on around the bazaar.Seriously, they sound like sick
donkeys trying to sing, I could see ghosts, I think I will be seeing the hungry ghosts trying to run
away from the Getai stage..They should have better singers if they want the huungry ghosts to
watch them perform..Bummer!

I should just stop going to Geylang and start going to Kandahar street bazaar..

Den, I am so Sick of some people who write in their blogs about how this fasting month is such a
good month and we all should be doing more good blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.. Not that
it's wrong or I'm against fasting, but the thing is, the people who writes these thing have no right
to even say the word GOD let alone preach about Him..Fancy someone having tattooes and
going out half naked to be talking about this kind of holy things..It's unthinkable and
disrespecting..Call themselves Muslims.. I'm embarassed to even call myself a malay.... Not that
Im "that good" or something but I at least dun go around acting like some dumbass talking about
religion cos I know where i stand..It's these people who makes society look down on Malays..
This country was supposed to be a "tanah melayu" but now we malays are being looked down
upon on our own home soil.. Nobody is to blame except for ourselves.. We let ourselves be
carried away by modernisation.. No wonder me myself is on the "bad path".. Dun blame
me..Blame society.. Isn't that how the world works? Balme others but not yourself.. *applause*
Yeah Right..It's just sad, so sad..The world is cruel but so are its inhabitants..

Enough! Too much rantings!

You don't have to fucking speak to fucking express yourself..
When you feel it, people just know..
There's not to freaking say anything just to let ur feelings be known..
I know it! But thanks anyway! (Yeah Right!)

No, it's not about Joe..Which usually is..
Me and him are very happy right now..
In fact, very very very happy!!!
Maybe too happy..
But loving every moment..

Kisses y'all

5:55 PM

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Proposal almost done..
The draft that was edited by sup(s) were awesome and brutal at the same time....
Simply wonderful..

The week's been truly stupendous...
For the past 4 days kept going home damn late until my eye bags been collecting due to early school mornings.

Meet-ups and parks visits..
Left me ultra broke but as usual very happy happy happy..

Sori for the big photos, Photobucket's fault..
Blogger still down larh..Boo...

MOnday

She was happy with my recommendation..
Amaciam!
HEEHEE..

Tuesday ate Sushi with Sork but forgot to take pics.. TOo busy eating...

Wednesday

Went the Bedok pasar malam with Sork and she randomly bought a spongebob wipee..heheh..Spongebob,my ulta fav...

Den went to the unfamous West Coast Park..

The one in blue is Joe..Kena dragged just to see him chase the ball..I rather watch Torres..
While watching 17 men go after one ball, I became a feast for mosquitoes..
My whole body was bitten..
nb..
Then, the match got so bored that I went to take a lonely walk to the swamp.. The place made me so at peace.. I even saw someone meditating there...
It just make you want to enjoy nature.

Today,
A surprise visit for Syaf..Me and Tij planned it out..
heheh..
Random larh..
But, it was so nice to see her again.
But before meeting her, I saw something which totally turn me off ..
Total 100% bitchiness...
WTF!
Back to the meet-up..
Talk talk talk talk talk..
It was so nice.
Finally after so long..

Another one planned soon..
Many plans ahaead.

Fasting is coming soon..Tmr is the last day to gorge myself with food..
There goes food, oogling at guys, talking badword,gossiping etc etc.. So many things cannot do..
Bah!

10:42 PM

Monday, August 17, 2009

LA: Somewhere Only I Know

When I told him about it... He just said...."I told you so"

1:17 AM

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Another of 'I feel' moments

12:55 AM

Friday, August 14, 2009

Damn! This is how I feel..

11:46 PM

Thursday, August 13, 2009

300th Post

So, finally now, I 've decided what to do with my life..
I'm someone who doesn't want to have my whole life laid out in front of me..
I'm in for some twist and turn..
Which is why, maybe (just maybe), I 'll be migrating somewhere after marriage..( not m'sia ah) if not, I'll migrate by myself when i have the money..
For now,I'm loving Europe and US..
I want go LA or maybe live in Spain.But that means I have to take up Spanish lessons..Which means I prob go LA...But added that I manage to grapel with the accent.
It's sad cos we all die young..And before I die young, I want to fulfill my life wishes..

We can only plan for He is the one who determines..
Help each other, if not, u die alone..

4:35 PM

Sunday, August 02, 2009

So, 3 consecutive days of going to Orchard has totally worn me out!
Plus it consumed my time which is suppossed to be spent on MP and FS test!

Okay Whatever!

The first time was on Thursday.
Went there with Yih Rin to change our slippers..
Met up with Jin Juan first..
So, went to NUM store and exchanged our slippers..
Yeah! Finally, a pair of havainas (spelling check please)..!

After that met up with BF to walk walk and talk talk..

See the nice scenery behind?
Believe it or not,that's TP at nite..

Then on Friday, went back to school for the 'blah blah something something' talk..LOL
It got me occupied only for like 1 sec and then bores me again..
But at least, I know now where I'M going in the future..Tekong that is..Not joking hor.. It's for real, for real..
Due to unforeseen boredom,me and Sork cabut larh and went to Seoul Garden..My treat for a really belated b'dae..
Didn't expect the price to be sooo cheap..
I think we ate more than what we paid for.. Especially Sork.. Then Charlene came over and we impromptu-ly went to Orchard to shop..
And since it was pay-day.. I was easily psycho-ed by C and SL in buying the things there..Bought a bandage skirt and a bomber jacket.. Plus when we were at Taka, the girls went crazy over stuffed toys and novelties..And I also joined in larh,what else..Bought a coin sorter bank and an eyeore for SL as a b'dae pressie.. Then, C treated us to some french cookies from Bakerzin which I think was too sweet.

At the end of the day, I think I spent the most larh..Thanks to the psycho-ing..Nevertheless, I went home happy..

And then on Sat, back to Orchard.. Shopped again.. The Wing Tai Shops were having a sale.. Therefore, I went in every one but in the end, only bought a top from Dorothy Perkins...I could go crazy over there but but just because I went with the wrong company, it wasn't crazy afterall...

Blogger is still going haywire..
That's why I had to turn to photobucket..
NB!

haha..

BYE!

8:13 PM