Friday, November 07, 2008

Two days of 4a.m. sleeps have left me so drained and so messed up..

It started with yesterday,when school was even more unbearable due to the Maths which can be found in 2/5 of my subjects and tutorial for FPPKg was a blur,like a flower lost in a rainforest..Everything was alien to me and i was feeling errmm... 'alienated' too i guess..Stayed back in school afterwhich to complete research and assignment cos i "guarantee chop stamp one" that my computer at home would be occupied and given the moutain of work that needs to be done on the comp,i plucked up all my energy to go and chiong a bit at the comp lab..

And while doing,a gist of smart juice went up to my brain and i immediately sms-ed Joe to ask if i cud borrow his laptop..hahah..This way i won't have to fight for the computer..And you noe he wud do anything for me..Haha..
So after i had completed my work,i bus-ed to Bedok and went to collect the laptop..Then slacked somewhere,so..since he has been boasting about how good his brain was i asked him to teach me some o level maths but in the end....his "smart brain"was on holiday yesterday..So much for asking him teach me..I got scolded "Shut Up" TWICE..I was just mumbling to myself and asking him to give up but look what i got..Thanks ar eh..*rolls eye*

Went home and i peacefully got to do my work WITHOUT any USUAL disturbance..So damn SYIOK!
But then still got to go to sleep at 2 ++..
Imagine if i didnt have the laptop..

Woke up today feeling rather *toot*..
Just something wrong with me and my body..
Hormonal imbalance perhaps...*shrugs*
The feeling stayed through out the day..

It really worsen when i had to shuffle between H & W and FPQA projects..
And this resulted in me having to miss the the only day where i can have my lunch date with the Beloved ones..
My mind was not at rest at that period of time
Which was why I had a weird aura around me during projects..
Sorry to all the people cos i know i did not contribute much to the discussion..

But from then on,it got sort of better..
I met up wif Tij a while and accompanied her to her CDS..
After sending her,accidentally met Song Leng and went with hin to the computer lab and was on the comp to wait until Esther,Zahara and Jon finished their lab so that we all cud go home together and when they came to meet me,i was presented a packet of oatmeal cookie by Esther..haha..Sweet or wat??

Then waited until Esther and Zara finished their projects ,meanwhile slacked with Jon..Played funny2 game on miniclips and some typing test..

After project,Esther had a random idea of gg to Bedok to the cheap shop to buy clothes..Then found out Zara also finish her project readi..So i followed her lor wit Zara and Jon..
(See lar Esther,no Zara then find me huh)..

Then go jln2 ...
Then go home..
and was on lappy and was randomly taking pictures on the lappy..
haha..






That should be all..

Syu..

If obvious signs starts showing and trust starts to be an issue..
Would you still believe?

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ok, so im not a kitten, and i'm not from spain either, but i do love chocolates. Cats??,they're very nice,but honestly im scared of them, i'd rather be an animal that flies(cockroach??) Maybe....dunno. *shrug* mmms. ok i don't know what i am. i'm just me.I am Syuhadah aka Heather aka Syu aka Syub aka Butty and many more..
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