For Everything I Do,There Lies A Reason..

I May Not Say It Cos It was Never meant For u to Know..

Sometimes its just hard For Me To Say It In Words..

Cause it just Hurts me (very much)..

Things just seem to be going opposite of what i want..

I am who I am,I dun need to be changed and definitely u do not have to change me..I realli thought you knew me but I truly now noe that it was a lie which u meant to kept from me..

Here I am,still awake,pondering on thoughts which are so superficial in reality but somehow is so able to keep me awake and creating feelings that is so extreme and mixed up that i dun noe what else to do for making out the best of life..
Somehow,just somehow, I want to be me and not be another masterpiece that u want to create..

Cause I do not want to be a BITCH that is being twirled around the playmaster's finger..I worry that this might go to an extent that i may not be able to accept any longer..

I tend to choose my Best Friends wisely, I hate friendship which are SOOO DAMN SUPERFICIAL..I do not not believe in the belief of "Keep Your FRiends Close,But Keep Ur ENEMY Closer"..Whoever created this sentence should be shot dead..(Literally)..
i believe that if everyone stopped being soo superficial and somehow open their hearts to things around them and stop being sooo self-centred,maybe,just maybe,THE WORLD COULD BE A BETTER PLACE..

This world is a stage and we are the characters on it..So why not we make it a GooD One and receive the applause at the end of it knowing u put up a good show..(why won't You)..

Labels: I am who I am..I do not need any changing..

I'm a kitten from spain who loves to eat chocolate.
ok, so im not a kitten, and i'm not from spain either, but i do love chocolates. Cats??,they're very nice,but honestly im scared of them, i'd rather be an animal that flies(cockroach??) Maybe....dunno. *shrug* mmms. ok i don't know what i am. i'm just me.I am Syuhadah aka Heather aka Syu aka Syub aka Butty and many more..
Well.i dun noe wat im called aniwaes. People keep giving me new names.
Studying Diploma in Food Science and Nutrition in TP.A September baby.Looks younger den her age..(Seriously)


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