Waiting Up for Spain VS Germany..

A match where Spain is SOO Going To Win...
GO TORRES!!!

p.s. I reali luv the jersey and the liverpool bag.
Why is it everybody has wat i want except for me?


The day when I,Zara and Esther went to Woodlands..

The bus ride was just freaking long..

We were imagining how great Lyly's will to study was to the extent that she has to go through the journey every single day..
no wonder she always is complaining about having a sore butt..
if it was me,my butt would be sorer and BIGGER..
and my name would really be BUTTY..

The journey didn't seem long for the Zara and Esther as they had a form of entertainment..ME!
All the chanting made me a tired woman at the end of the day..

Aniwae,the moment we got to her house,we got to work straightaway..
And our hard work turned out to be okay lar..Just need to modify it here and there..

And as a sign of gratefulness,we gave Lyly's mother and father some of our dish..
Here are the pictures of our dish..






We den slacked at her room..and..
We left her house at around 7.45 pm..

So on the way home wen i was taking 168,i was realli shocked wen a familiar face come to me and shook my hand..
After many failed plans of meeting...We finally met at the other end of singapore..
Talked in the bus..
and yup,let out my "feelings"..

And at around 9.40pm i reached home..
So tired and hungry..
and off to bed i went..


Happy TGIF people!

Just got home from school..
And also got our last paper back..
Yeah! I passed all for Like The FIRST time ever arh..*gasps*

It Friday finally,but so sad for me,no partying larh..
No..not yet...
But tmr? maybe..

L.E.S.S will be going over to Lyana's crib which is at the other corner of Singapore..
Near to Johor leh..(but not in Johor arh)..
Cant wait to cook my sofritto a.k.a tortilla espanola..
Torres favourite food (i think)
I think that my hands will definitely work it..*ehem ehem*
Haha..

OKay..
The day passed by soo fast today..
Not sure whether it felt fast becos its a Friday or just becos we had soo much to joke about..

#1) Lyly's inability to show our clique handsign...
hehe..No matter how hard she try...it just wont happen..*evil laughs*
and yes Lyly..take note u oni have 1 week to practise okay..
(worst case scenario,u have to super glue it together to fit in)
*evil laughs* again..

#2) She paid me back in my own coin..
Cos she kept making fun of my best fren's REAL name..
____ ____ _/_ ___-_____

Nevermind2..
I will find some way to disturb u..

And thnks to Zara,Man noes his real name too..
But not fully arh...(Think so)
cos we made a pact not to reveal to him..

If he noes..
U all are sooo DEAD..
hehe..

Tats all for Friday..
So much for Friday huh?

______________________________________

The only thing that i am sad about is how superficial humans can be and how friendship is always taken for granted..

Sometimes its just hard to know who are ur real friends...

These are the type of people that i truly fugging hate and yet the irony is that they are close to us..

Why must there be bitchings??

Why can't things be said?

Why is it that the words that we often hear before our back are soo hurtful and soo FUCKED!

I am really angry with people that really cannot close their mouth and i just cant take it when the friendship forged was taken for granted....

This is not how life should be lived..

Life is too short to be unhappy!

I mean like if u got comments to say,just say to our face larh..
Since u have the guts to say it behind US then why cant u say it infront huh?
No "balls" isit??

Arh..Watever..

Happy Thoughts Syuhadah..
Happy Thoughts...


Today was an emotional roller coaster...(literally)

Shall not say it here.. but for those who noe,u noe larh.
Anione who would be in my shoes would have felt the same larh..

Imagine,
4 piece of reflection...
1 piece of report
1 montage
1 floor plan
1 design brief
2hr 45 mins of sleep
effects of migraine from the day before

equals

BREAKDOWN...


Time Check: 1.37 am

Still awake!

Doing my freaking HEP Report and reflections..
Still a long way to go!

Good Nite!
or should i say..GOOD BYE TO saying good nite??
Cos literally,im not gonna get a good nite sleep..

Some people are born on this earth just to make my life miserable..

Its already hard enough to even stand on this freaking earth..

Its very often that I meet this stupid kind of people but very rare for me to meet people that will truly care…

Its enough for me to carry this damn god burden responsibility of studying and with the other burden of just being a normal human being..

Being normal just sucks..

U dun get respect

U dun get understanding from people..

U dun get a listening ear..

I have to do all the heavy lifting..

And im the type who keeps most of my problems to myself..

People do not noe what I go through normally..

Sometimes its not that I dun want to say, its just that they do not want to hear which equals to NO POINT..

Human beings are just self-centered in nature. Denial isn’t the way to escape from problems.. But facing the problem will only lead to MORE PROBLEMS...

Bottling up may be the best way for me..

But I am not sure until when..

Till den..Its time to go back to reality..

WHY WON'T U PPL UNDERSTAND?


Time Passes By So Fast..

2 weeks passes by like 2 days..

Soon,
the day's routine would be the same..

The 2 weeks was filled with work,work and more work (plus a bit of sleeping here and there)..

And there is two days to opening of school and yet..
There still seem to be mountains of work to be done still..

and the bloody HEP..I still have to draw the stupid architectural SHIT..


Aniwae,
Selection for electives have already been done..
my first three choice is
1 ) Advanced Food Science
2) Food Processing
3) Health and Wellness..


Initially i thought that there wud not be any problems with my internet connections..
In the end..
The server cud not be found..
But thanks to Esther ( saver of the day) who was in school since 7 + (cos she is the typical kiasu nyonya) did my selection for me and now i noe that the internet connection at school can be trusted..
THanks nyonya..

Around 10.30..
I had to go to school to meet the spastics for CaT project..

Errm..There is progress eventhough it seem like forever that we are sitting down crapping..and work didn't seem to be the first priority only until the last minute.. but we manged to finish it somehow..(did we)

..

So, around 5.30, we left school with MAN..
make my life like hell..

i thought i cud escape his cluthches by walking to Safra with Lyly..
Somehow, just somehow..
he and Zara followed also larh...

i was the BUTT of all jokes larh..
The rest nvr kena as bad as me..
Watch out arh!!

and i would never forget what happened when i wanted to take the bus..

SO PAIN!
Got mark okay!

Rite now im going to rush out my HEP! reflections,reports and drawings..
Hopefully.. i dun get distracted..

Peace out
Butty









The HOT topic now is..
"What electives are u taking?"

Seriously, I somehow was not so into thinking about what i want to take and which field i want to be in..

I know that my mind has always been set in Food Science..
So,that's is exactly what i am going to take..
This way i would be able to find a job which suits my education level even without furthering my studies unlike nutrition where furthering of studies is a must..

And my mom already told me beforehand that me having a Diploma is already enough..
and if i wanted to go University,I would have to go work,get married and then can go study..
How leceh..

But doesn't matter what electives i go to,in the end..
My certificate will still reflect Diploma in FOOD SCIENCE AND NUTRITION..


Its the 2nd Wednesday of the term break..

And yah,im in school(again) and will be until Friday..

Actually suppossed to be in school for FPQA today..
Just to compile all our sections toghether and edit here and there..
I finished mine like aeons ago..And have been surfing the net since and the song 'Always Be My Baby' by Mariah Carey is been playing over and over and over again since hours ago..
Now just waiting for the others to finsh their editing..

Aniwae,just being random..
I posted this picture cos i just received it yesterday eventhough it was actually taken decades ago..

Today was SUCH a hot day..

As usual,i had to go to school today...
For APFS.and a consultation with DR LEE..
And ya,in the morning oreadi got 1 big surprise..
The moment i step into the room...
Dr Lee was like " Syuhadah,I read your Blog.Saying u had to come to school everyday..(and others things tat i cant remember"
My reaction" Huh?! U noe my Blog?..Looks like i have to change my URL."(haha..joking joking..)
So looks like i have to control my words from now on huh?? Knowing that he noes our blog..
Haha..(again,I'm joking)

So during the consultation,we practically know that our layout was soo freaking wrong..
So looks like i will have to come back on Thursday with the others to redo it and edit the other parts of the project..So,that was the end of APFS..(for the day at least)
And yah,my handphone is safe cos everyone in the class passed APFS term test (including me) MIRACLE arh..

After which i helped Esther with her PYSCHO video..
The weather was on their side but not on mine..
Just becos their script said that its suppossed to be sunny and for me,I was sweating like a DOG..hehe..
And i was in the video but.. at the expense of JOSHUA..I blocked his face (accidentally okay)..
Im sooo SORRY!!
And to add on..I was sooo damn SPASTIC.. (wich is soo un-SYU)
heehee..
I dun ever want to see that video..

And to end the day..
BEST FRIEND cheat my feelings..
He said he was coming back today..
In the end,he is still over there..

Sooo,tats all for now..


Alas,

Managed to squeeze a movie trip in my schedule..
(well,i think i watched the movie at the expense of my Tutorial slot)

Watched THE INCREDIBLE HULK..


All i can say is..

Watch it if u find the HULK cute
or
U have too much money to waste..


Officially its is supposed to be term break but somehow,just somehow...

It just sucks to be in my position..Where we need to go school like almost everyday..
But safe to say that,it is everyday..
And i still have a lot of reports and tutorials to do..

Great rite?? (like as if)

I seriously need a break from this earth..

I was just talking a bout going on a killing streak..After which i will kill myself..
Jus like the japanese guy who stabbed people randomly...
But fret not..Im not that stupid..
I still have my brains intact..
Yup..

I may not be clever but i use my brains okay..

Just went on retail therapy with my sister..
AND it was freaking great cos i got one AEROPOSTALE shirt which was sooooo freaking nice cn!!!
Oni god noes how great i felt..

And yeah..
Tmr is sat..BUT the irony is that i still have to go to school..

Yup..School on freaking saturday..

How Great is my LIfe?

Thank you..
Thank you..
*takes a bow*


Wat A Day!

After aeons and days of projects and constant busi-ness..Finally,like finally I could go out with Dearest (Tij)..Wheee!


My feet are sooo sore from all the constant walking( 5 hours to be exact)..
Let's see..

Firstly,i started the day by following her to the Polyclinic for treatment for her hand which is full of pus..
EEEWWWWW..hehe..
(im jus exaggerating.its wasn't that bad actually)

Didn't noe how she got the injury..
Me: How did it come about??

She: I don't know..It just burst to its current condition..
hmmm..
i wonder how?

Aniwaes,this girl arh..
She was practising her "speech" about her finger on the way there..

Actually,she was actually practising on wat she was going to say to the doctor..
Tijah,Tijah *shakes head*
Hehe..(jgn ketawa sendiri mcm hari2 yg sebelumnyer)..

We spent around 1 hour at the Polyclinic..
Our next destination was Upper Dickson Road (Little India)..
Its actually near to Bugis..
So,we bus-ed there by no.23..
The bus seriously took like forever..
As usual,to kill time..
We cam-whored..(for our enjoyment)

Sweet larh we..


This one even sweeter can..


Err..Wat was I thinking?? SERIOUSLY!
Sumpah ni muker mintak kene sepak..

Translation for dearest Esther: I swear this face deserves a slap


Woohoo..Us again..


Candidness..Somehow,I loike this..


Say hello to Miss Jolie(on the right)..


Maintain arh..


More of us..


Even more pics of us..


Okay..We look spastic..But i look so dumb2 can..


We were actually looking for this place called the Khulfi Bar..
Its actually a cafe which offers north indian ice cream where the cream is blended with milk and then frozen(but then,which ice-cream doesn't contain milk?)
I think rite,I kena cheated..

Khadijah actually got to noe of this place through the mass media(in laymen terms,its TV)..
It was quite hard to find this place okay..

Walked through different lanes filled with our long-distance relatives(Banglas lah)..
Felt somewhat uncomfortable..Especially the part where there were Negros..(somehow we are intimidated by them arh)..hehe..Walked one whole round jus to avoid passing by them..
Hehe..

Finally!After wat feels like aeons of walking..
We finally found it!
TAADAAHHH!!




It was worth the walking larh..
The place is like one in a million..
The ambience is so romantic and relaxing..
A place u can just chill and slack all day..
It feels sooo ZEN..
Aniwaes,wen we went in,there wasn't anibodi..
So,it felt so relaxing and quiet(duh)..
And the people who own the place are like soo friendly can..
Somehow,it felt so home-ly..

So..upon reaching there,we ordered our ice-cream..
Khadijah ordered her FALUDA and we shared a HOT-PAN FANTASY..
The faluda consists of jelly,vermicelli jelly,rose syrup and ice cream on top..
And the hot-pan fantasy was ice cream served on top of a brownie and literally served in a HOT pan..


Me and Khad's FALUDA..

Khad and her FALUDA



The FALUDA and HOT-PAN Fantasy..
(see,it was served in a pan)




Khad wif the dessert..



Sinful indulgences




Yummy yummy



mouth-watering rite?


Cheers!

I want go there again cn??
I'm sooo gonna bring best-fren there one day..
It's soo freaking sweet and cosy..
And and and,the nxt time i would want try the masalah teh..
It looks soo tempting..
Pls bring me there again!!!!!!!
(all thnks to Khad hor)

OKay..
Bye bye to Khulfi Bar and helo Mustafa Centre..
Yup..We walked there!
Imagine from Little India to Farrer Park..
hehe..It was very near okay..
NOt far at all..
Shopped there for a while jus to look at the things there..
And Khad (i noe where my b'dae present is coming from*winks*)..
Very very cheap stuff over there sia!
Felt like buying the whole stuff over there..


After all the touring,
We said bye2 to Mustafa Centre and we walked to Bugis..
Yesh! We walked again..
Once again ,i stress that it wasnt that far..
But not very near either..
hehe..

OMG!!
The place was swarming with Mats and Minahs ok..
Aiyoh! And according to Khad,i got a lot of stares..(freaking people who deserve to die and rot in HELL)
th eoni reason i find is that,im too sweet to handle and they are soo jealous eh..)
hehe..

Aniwaes,Khad finally got her black skirt..(now we have the same skirt)..
hehe..
And she got her dress..( now can wear for ur date huh?)*winks*
I saw a lot of freaking nice things can!!!Especially the pinafore! I WANT!!
So nice larh..
too Bad lor..I went home empty-handed.hehe.Nvrmind,there's always a nxt time..
Argh!
And as usual,we walked and walked and walked..

And before i forget..LYLY,I cant believe i saw ur stalker!!!
I think there is fate between us..
I was SHOCKED okay..
Too bad u weren't there..
hehe..

I think that about sums up my day y'all..
Till nxt time aite..


For Everything I Do,There Lies A Reason..

I May Not Say It Cos It was Never meant For u to Know..

Sometimes its just hard For Me To Say It In Words..

Cause it just Hurts me (very much)..

Things just seem to be going opposite of what i want..

I am who I am,I dun need to be changed and definitely u do not have to change me..I realli thought you knew me but I truly now noe that it was a lie which u meant to kept from me..

Here I am,still awake,pondering on thoughts which are so superficial in reality but somehow is so able to keep me awake and creating feelings that is so extreme and mixed up that i dun noe what else to do for making out the best of life..
Somehow,just somehow, I want to be me and not be another masterpiece that u want to create..

Cause I do not want to be a BITCH that is being twirled around the playmaster's finger..I worry that this might go to an extent that i may not be able to accept any longer..

I tend to choose my Best Friends wisely, I hate friendship which are SOOO DAMN SUPERFICIAL..I do not not believe in the belief of "Keep Your FRiends Close,But Keep Ur ENEMY Closer"..Whoever created this sentence should be shot dead..(Literally)..
i believe that if everyone stopped being soo superficial and somehow open their hearts to things around them and stop being sooo self-centred,maybe,just maybe,THE WORLD COULD BE A BETTER PLACE..

This world is a stage and we are the characters on it..So why not we make it a GooD One and receive the applause at the end of it knowing u put up a good show..(why won't You)..

Labels: I am who I am..I do not need any changing..

Where do I start??

Lets See..
First let me post a shout out to REBECCA!!
Happy Bdae!!!(sori it took so late.didn't hve time before)

hehe..

YUp,so..jus now Becky,Lyly and ME went out lunching..
Lunch was oni at LJS..Nothing too high-class(and no,its not becos Lyly had $4)..Opps..Sori Kak Ana..I swear it wasn't me who typed it..It was my freaking fingers..Damn u notti fingers..Muahaha...Okay,it was a simple way to have fun(right gerls)..The perfect place for bitchings..hehehe...We made the best out of everything yah..Even a small topic cud branch out into a BIG one..
hehe..

Afterwhich,we went window-shopping..And and and,there was this Pokemon Summer Escapade Show showing at Marina Square and there were four of those life-size pokemon on stage..Those cute little things(actually rite,they weren't little at all larh..I think rite..u ALL kena cheated..ok,Im lame.i noe)are soo freaking cute larh..
Felt like going on stage to huge them..Ok.Fine,i noe i'm childish(i'm oni 15 k..)hehe..
But seriously! Its freaking cute..and and and there was this dance and they oso had to like dance..SO FREAKING CUTE CAN! hehe..
Enuf bout tat..Aniwae,Becky..Hope u enjoyed ur day...(not forgetting a treat for ur eyes-the drag queens?? and mine-the ang mohs??)

After all that walking,I was actually supossed to meet best frend larh..But he arh,Aiyoh,to demonstrate how pissed i was..here's the conversation..

Me: How the laptop thing?So u still wan meet not?

Him: Yup..But u still wan to meet?

Me: U still need help? Do u want to meet?

Him: U wan to meet me still?

Me: Up to u..

Him: I wan to meet but im very busy..

Me: Isn't that the same as canot?

Him: I scared if i tell u den u angry..Cos u sumtimes very unreasonable..

Me: ASS****..(in my mind..KNBCCB)

Him: No larh, Joking..But im not joking about the not meeting part..

He turned one freaking round(bigger than the singapore flyer) just to tell me he dun wan meet and it didn't stop there..he went on to say i unreasonable somemore..
BLOODY SHIT!!! (but he was joking aniwaes)..

After which i got home,felt like somethings not right cos i felt so idle.(hmm..cant believe syu is saying this huh?)
But its true..So i just laid in bed waiting for the match Uzbekistan vs Singapore to start..
Singapore side redeemed themselves this time eventhough they still lost..They played so much better lorh..KUDOS to the Singapore side..(F.Y.I,watching football was more stressing than sitting for Term Test)
But then,the Uzbek's side (the fans) displayed unsportsmanship during the match larh..
Bloody hell,nearing the end of the game, everytime a S'pore player touched the ball,they would boo lor..
BLOODY HELL they..They go boo John Wilkinson somemore and he is like so freaking cute k..

And the reason why i'm not asleep yet is that i'm waiting for the Euro 2008, Portugal vs Turkey game..And currently im listening to the roarings of the Switzerland vs Czech Republic game..
but the real deal will be on 15 JUne..Spain will be on..hehe..U noe,I noe who would be on rite??Who else but my torres..hehe

Aniwaes,came across this great new song from Maroon 5 and Rihanna..ENjoy Yah..




Yeah!!

Finally,only one paper to go..But then rite..Its open-book,meaning it's application question..Which is like soooo knbccb..People think that open book question are like soo freaking easy..BUt hey,guess wat u asses?? It ain't that easy..The tutors are not just gonna let us hold the answer in our hands and jus t transfer the answer into the paper..Soooo..think again yah..

Aniwae,somehow i fell realli tired today...
The morning today began real bad..It was a long long story..
But a good thing my best fren was here to save the day...

And rite,for the first time ever,i wasnt pissed off by the advices he gave...
Yeah!

Now jus waiting for tmr' paper and I can party all day and all night!!!!!!!!!

Miss BUtty signing off..


No Paper Day...

The good thing bout today is that there is no paper but den rite...
The surprise is that i have two papers tmr and BOTH ( i repeat both) are content heavy..

While the other talks about nutrition,the other talks about catering..
Have to chuck all the info inside my head by today...

Like,its a must..
If not,DIE..

Aniwaes,didn't get to study yesterday cos was watching Singapore vs Uzbekistan..
Bloody hell...
Singapore got thrashed REAL bad larh..
SHit sia..
The supporters were right to leave before the game even ended..
Worse game i ever saw..

I wud be better off watching TORRES play larh..
I think rite...All of us kena cheated larh..

Initially wanted to study after the game..
BUt then rite, I was too pissed off..
And and and, the environment at home just was not rite..

So i ended up staring at Torres's picture which is up on my cork board in my room..
But then rite,my eyes suddenly got attracted to the picture of my Favourite bike nxt to it..
And then,my eyes flew rite to the exam schedule nxt to the picture..

There goes my mood..
Too stress to even look at Torres now larh..

Sooo..straight away i jumped on my bed...
And the rest is history..

Today..woke up at 11,eventhough initially i wanted to wake up at 9..
Kept snoozing my alarm untill 11..HAHAH...
And taking a break till now..hehe


It's one down...
And many To Go...
Well,at least For now larh..

Just want the term test to be over real soon..

I want my well-deserved Break.
I reali mean WELL-DESERVED..

After which im realli gonna spend time with my belove-d darlings,friends and besties..
PLans are all lined up and ready-to-go,just waiting for that perfect moment..

Sounds so chim,but it realli simple..
Im going to Party...
Shop,Slack and evrything else under the sun..

Hoping to meet Best-friend one of the days too..
It just sucks..
See larh,now im one lonely lady..

And yah,to my BFFs..
Wat about CaTECh??
Wat is the plan now??
My tastebuds are all geared up..
And so is my high-ness...

so..i guess,its mugging for now and plans set aside for later..
im just feeling it..The stress-meter is on to maximum now..
ok..Soo random..


Miss Butty signing off..

I'm a kitten from spain who loves to eat chocolate.
ok, so im not a kitten, and i'm not from spain either, but i do love chocolates. Cats??,they're very nice,but honestly im scared of them, i'd rather be an animal that flies(cockroach??) Maybe....dunno. *shrug* mmms. ok i don't know what i am. i'm just me.I am Syuhadah aka Heather aka Syu aka Syub aka Butty and many more..
Well.i dun noe wat im called aniwaes. People keep giving me new names.
Studying Diploma in Food Science and Nutrition in TP.A September baby.Looks younger den her age..(Seriously)


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