Monday, March 31, 2008

Time Check: 2.39

Current status: Chatting Wit Lyly..Apparently she ain't sleeping too..
While blogging,am watching the match btwn LAZIO and INTER..Current score:1-1.. Looking out for my Julio Cruz..hehe..
ARGH! Super mad,cos its getting sooo bored and its getting on my nerves aite!
I need PLANS PPL!!!!
Monday will be boring,waiting for Tuesday...miting up wit Tij n rest of the gals..hey hey..
Blogging apparently doesn't help...Bored to tears!*tsk tsk*
FREAKING SHIT!! Dunno wat else to write..

Apparently,my Julio Cruz is nowhere in sight..Damn cos i dun have cable,not able to watch my dearest TORRES play..

ooo..BON VOYAGE to BECKY aka Carrot cake..my dearest bff(and lyly's too),have a trip to korea...I noe that there's a lot of hot guys but then dun forget us over here aite..

Countdown:4 weeks to skool..
A fews day to my freaking maths supp paper results..
Bloody hell,now im nervous..heh??

okay,WATEVA!!

THINK! THINK! THINK!

2:39 AM

Friday, March 28, 2008

My Immortal


Been listening to my immortal by evanescence..
This song has a lot to do with my past..
Recently started listening to it again after 3 freaking long years..
Listening to it everytime makes me have flashbacks about "those days" and that particular "YOU"..and whole lot more of stupidity on our part and the "bitchfits" tat happened..
Oh God..Miss those days but i will nvr go back and revisit them..
Too much Pain and Anger due to raging hormones...

Qoute: Anger is usually w/o reason,even if there is,its not usually a good one - Anonymous

Today was a whole lot of sleeping day..Woke up at 1pm..Den slacked around at home,walking and pacing back and forth...at 6 slept again until around 8..Do the maths urself and count how many hours oni tat i am awake and is in this world mentally..hehe..Now on the com (obviously) ,with My immortal playing over and over again including in my head..

"THESE WOUNDS WONT SEEM TO HEAL,THIS PAIN IS JUST TOO REAL"
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8:35 PM


Okay!!

freaking Bored...
Well,Its nothing new, has always been bored since like...hmm...FOREVER!

Now im jus surfing the net i hope of finding interesting stuff tat will hopefully unbore me..
So,i was jus surfing and came across this song- 4 minutes~timbaland feat madonna feat justin
Heh! Tat is like the oni thing nice tat i came across..*blank face*Hell!

Oh Yah!
To (u noe who u are): Now u noe my secret...hehe..Aniwaes,it was fun for me and (ehem ehem) to see ur expression..Muahahaha..it will owaes stick in my mind hor..Still have a lot more of funny expressions from other ppl for us to see..hehe..

IM BORED...

Any suggestions??

hehe..

Oh yah.speaking of boring~was complaining to bestfren about me being bored..Asked him for suggestions..

Gave the most stupidest answer anibody cud give...

me: im so bored,wat can i do??

him: i noe wat..

me: wat?

him: u can help ur mum wat?? She cnfirm tired after working rite?

me: ya??

him: u help her dig nose lar..

me: Basket (i said the real vulgarity FYI..its jus indecent to type it out)..No point talking to you..



LOL....

ZZZZZZZZZ

1:04 AM

Thursday, March 27, 2008

IT'S OVER!!!!!


Im soo freaking relieved..BUT wait!



I will oni be totally relieved after release of results!!


For now??


I will be rotting most of the times...


So,jus now went to Bugis..Walk,walk around..Sort of retail therapy-ing but not an intensive one..
Jus got another vintage tee...WEEE~~~~~~~~~~~So now i have 3, 9 more to crossing off my list..heh

Other den tat,my life is boring..So sori i dun have those interesting little stories tat wud make u people smile in front of the computer by urself..But i will try to post such little stories shud there be one..heh..

Tuesday is the day im waiting for..Going to lepak wit sec frens...YEAH...
Cant wait yah...

Dozing off
Syu




12:19 AM

Monday, March 24, 2008

Jus being super random to kill my boredom for today..

First of all i wud like to say..

MAN U Sux...Eventhough they won yesterday's match,i still think Liverpoool is the best!

Liverpool cud have won if not for the refeeree who gave Javier Mascherano the red card..Damn!!
My Torres must be realli sad...If not for the expensive long-distance kol i wud have called him to cheer him up..Oh,too bad den..


OKay Syu,stop dreaming!! he is happily married to 'Ohlala'..So, dun disturb sumbody else's marriage..



Secondly,been watching the Italia Serie A on channel 5...And oh my gosh...Italians are hot including the refeeree..Wasn't concentrating on the game at all but my attention was focused on the hot refeeree...

ohh,Then there is tis guy,Julio Cruz,super duper cute..He is not italian though,dunno where he is from..Jus noe tat he is cute and tat is enuf for me..heheh..He is old but who cares cos im into old and matured guys*wink wink*




Thirdly, I WAN TO GO CHINA..
All the stories i heard from Esther about shopping in China is like super fun..It wud be super nice to go on retail therapy in China..Super cheap la all the things...I wan!! Shopping in S'pore has made me super broke...BROke,BRoke,Broke i tell u...


Fourthly,Denmark is the place i wan to go one day...
The person who wud win my heart wud be the one who brings me to Denmark..
ohhh..Thats a hint...The places there are like soooo beautiful to the core...Such a romantic place to be..I like!

Fifthly,my dream to go backpacking aroung Europe..Already made a promise to Tij tat we wud go together one day..We wud need a lot of money lar gerl...Soo,better start now aite..Better be money-minded or our dreams will nvr be achieved..hehe..



Sooo tats the end of my randomness...

till the nxt session of randomness...hehe

11:10 PM

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Like everyone else..Im bored...So,im going to start crapping...

Crap

Crap

Crap

Crap

Crap....

im done with crapping..

Back to the real story..
Still dealing with my bloody maths..
To get rid of the stress, I went to Orchard on the Friday..Walked and walked and walked from Wisma atria to Plaza Singapura..No retail therapy but jus walking..
Called Esther for a game of pool as she was at Orchard too but she didn't want me to see her "crying face" so she said maybe nxt time..hehehe..
BUt i was in the mood for playing pool,so...me and Best fren went to paly pool at Lucky Plaza..
When we reached,the place was swarming with 'mats and minahs'..YUCKS!! Wrong time and wrong place to go..

But who cares?
carried on playing..and apparently,i sucked at pool..Lost all games to him lar..Aiyo..Wat do u expect wen u play with a PRO?? At the end of the day,i confessed I SUCK AT POOL..hehe..

Saturday was uneventful..A day wen i got scolded for not bathing..My ears still hurts from the lectures..Damn You...

And i got to noe tat the way to learn a new language is to learn the vulgarities first..
Guess wat??
Tats how i taught Esther Malay..
The oni two malay words she noe are vulgarities and it's somehow linked to me...heeeheee

Sunday
Im still surviving the day..
Miracle happened,I bathed without having to be told...
NOw i dun noe wt to do...
*hmms*
You ppl wud probably be saying "go practice MAths" rite??
hehe..
Not now..MAybe later??
The day is still sunny..hehe

Signing out

Syu

4:12 PM

Friday, March 21, 2008

Retail Therapy Again!

Was on retail therapy again today..
Bought another one of my wants,a new pair of YGDA jeans..
Where else wud i go other den Bugis..
Super super cheap,wud normally get pair of YGDA jeans at arnd 25-30 dollars BUT oni got mine for oni 20..Woohoo..(Esther,tell me where to get jeans for $12 okay??hehe)..

Another cross off my list!

Now,im super broke from going on retail therapy..But its soooo fun..And I still wan more of my VINTAGE TEES..Going ga-ga over vintage tees nowadays..Saw a lot at Bugis and they were super cheap than usual but boo-hoo,my money has to be saved for outings during the hols..Can;t keep asking money from mummy..hehe..
Enouf wif my retail shopping,got to conc on my Maths..
Advice from Esther: LET nothing affect ur studies..
But I said NO! It supposed to be:Let NOTHING affect ur studies!
She said NO! Den we both decided it wud be: let NOTHING affect ur STUDIES...
hehe..wat am i crapping about??
Sheesh..]

Okay..Thnx ppl who have been wishing me luck and asking me to get off my BUTT and start practising,,'LOVE U ALL'..

Yours Truly

Syuz

12:50 AM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

My Exams Will be On Wednesday..

After which will be the ultimate time to enjoy and PARTY..

For now,got to chiong to my BONES and hang in there to giv everything i got..

Actually,to tell the truth i haven been chionging that much..

I was on retail therapy to cure my stress..
Got to buy the stuff tat i had been aiming for a long long time,
like my vintage 'the beatles' t-shirt.. and my ultra-mega fav, m)phosis ankle wrap sandles..
soon gg to buy my vintage bag and hopefully a pair of jeans..
Wanted to go on retail therapy again yesterday after skool but none of my frens living in the vicinity were free..Didn't kol Lyly cos didnt want to trouble her to come down Tampines..hehe..(Ain't i sweet??)
Esther had jus got back frm TM wen i msg-ed her..
Zara was wif "sayang"..
Tij had to go to Grams house..
Wen home and got a nice sleep after 4 hrs of maths..

Putting that aside,looking forward to wed..
After tat,can make plans..woohoo!!!

P.S. esther,i think wat u said is true,Im in denial...

4:16 PM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Queen Of The Damned





Mood: Lost + Stressed

Time: 12.31 a.m.

Plan: 4 hrs of Maths Revison starting from 9.00

Feelings for now: F***-ed up, Drowsy, Wateva.

Current Status: Dropping Dead..

12:24 AM

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

So,since im free today..Might as well anounce and blog..For nxt two weeks(around there),i may not be updating..Nooo..Im not going on holiday,still sumwhere in S'pore..Jus tat i will be bz..Got to concentrate fully..So,i might be quiet and seem to have vanished from earth..Doesn't mean im quiet,i dun remember u guys...I will still be thinking about u ppl every minute but then,locking myself out from the outside world will give me space and concentration fully..Moment or two to reflect..but if u guys mizz me too much,jus sms me aite?? I wll reply if i can..hehe..


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If being a girl is wrong,I'd rather be a boy
If the good things i do are not seen,I'd rather do oni the bad
If having sumone close is wrong,I'd rather spend my life alone
If not studying is wrong,I'd rather study all my life till i die
If being me is wrong,I'd rather vanish..
Like wat i said,i rather be the past me.
If tats wat going to keep u away from me.
All the company i had,i wud rather have it back.
The things i used to do,I'd do it again..
Seriously,i wud rather fade away..
I fading from u from now..
No regrets..
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9:12 PM


World!!!

Soo,was sleeping soundly..Den suddenly and randomly,felt vibrations at my head...Earthquake?? Half-awaked,i sat up...ooo,i tot to myself..Its jus my,hp...One msg received..Unknown no...Who can it be??
Den suddenly i remembered, results!!
Den,half-heartedly,i opened it..
All my praying and effort didn't werk....
My maths flung...
Wateva...
Immuned to failure readi..
Wateva it is..Always muz be hapi aite..
jus wan to noe wen the revision is held..Cant seem to access the stupid time-table
HAiyo!!
i think to myself,why isit tat some ppl jus aint hapi wif themselves,even though they are like the best..unlike me?? Be thankful okay ppl??

But on a happier note,i will not be bored..Rite??At least there is sumthing to occupy my mind..

Aniwaes,thanx to Becky who calculated my GPA for me..And thanx for ur support and caring-ness..But im okay..Realii...and i will ask u for help if i nid it okay?

Ppl,enjoy ur holidays...Cos i noe i wun..at least for now...heheh
Looks like our plan have to be suspended for a while.....

2:37 PM

Monday, March 10, 2008

Sheesh!

Sori to bother u guys with the same topic..But,do i realli look childish??
Its like everytime i meet sumone new,the comment that they give is either tat "hey,u look young" or "the face very childish".. Its getting to be realiiiiiii IRRITATING yah...

This topic is brought up againg cos about a few days ago,i met up wif best fren and his cousin was present oso..(he tot it wud be nice to introduce two ppl who are in the same poly...err..wateva)..Turns out his cousin is a MAT..(a malay sort of ah-beng but worst)..The comment tat he gave is my face is budak2 (childish)...Oh no! U didnt jus say tat..Damn! Aiyoh! Why it is everytime the word CHILDISH mmust come out??
Argh!!! I noe its lame to get over sumthing sooo small..LAme rite?? But i cant help it yah....
But is childish considered Cute??hehe.. If it is,i dun mind being called childish..:>

I shall eat more and gain more fats to make meself to look more matured..Aniwaes,thanx best fren for the beach road 'bonesteak' jus now..i think i managed to put on a bit of weight..(ya rite)..

Sooo,back to holidays...Caught up on my beauty sleep as much as i can...But still,my eyesbags are still visible..Must sleep more..Its the oni solution..kwangx3.... I think i have been sleeping too much tat i keep having stupid and weird dreams..

1) I dreamt of two taxi drivers crashing into each other's taxi purposely to increase popularity of taxi..(dun noe how popularity is increased thru accidents..Stupid!)

2) I was going steady wif a gay guy...Oh God..(why did i even dream of tat?)

3) I was a superstar cum dancer..(weird..i can dance but to sing?No way!)

4) I was in gang fight..tomboys VS minahs...(im in the tomboys category..Errmm..wateva)

many more tat i cant rmbr..HOpes none come thru..(but for # 3,i dun mind) hahah ..

Tij,if ur reading tis,how about our plan??Jadi tk?? Aniting picit k??

L.E.S.S +becky - becky is planning to watch step up 2 after esther come back..nxt week maybe??..Zara,we've been planning to go karaoke...but nvr go..heheh..And i have the sudden feel to play pool..hmm..

11:24 PM

Sunday, March 09, 2008

Hey 'all..

So..since yesterday,been noticing tat all the blogs have sort of frozen..People must be realli busy..For Esther's blog.i now why cos she's in FAR,FAR Away land..

The Net is starting to get realli boring...I wan skool!!!

So now im am going to go to my auntie's house to meet my dearest cousins...

Im at lost..Dunno wat else to write about..

Oh,randomness again,I miss all my Peeps..Lets all go slack one day aite?? Be crazy and loony as usual...

hehe..
And Yah,praying tat the problem tat i have been facing is going to be solved soon..
I know tat both of us realli wan to work tis out but its going to take some time..
Patience and a strong heart and will is all tat we need to pull thru this..

Your truly

Syuz

2:07 PM

Friday, March 07, 2008

How Soon is Now??

I am the son and the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How dare you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and i need to be loved
Just like everybody else does


I am the son and the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How dare you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and i need to be loved
Just like everybody else does


There's a club if you'd like to go you
Could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own and
You leave on your own and you go home,
And you cry and you want to die.


When you say it's gonna happen "now",
When exactly do you mean? see I've already
Waited too long and all my hope is gone

You shut your mouth
How dare you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and i need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
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I seriously dun noe wat u ppl want me to be..
Dun make me go back to the past me..
Dun make me cos i can be wat i used to be...
So,jus accept me for who i am and respect me..
Let me be who i am and not for wat i am not..
Cos u will oni stand to lose me...
Nobody understands me but for once there is....
Dun force myself to fade away from ur eyes..

___________________________________________________________

4:14 PM


Another Day, Another Bore..


OKay..So..I have no plans for today..
It wud be a slack and sleep at home day for me..

So yesterday, i went out wif Tij...Accompanied her to Tampines Mall to buy stuff for her beloved 'children' well actually for her pet hamsters..So we have accomplished our aim for going out..So,we didn't noe where to go nxt..Soo,we went aimlessly around the mall going into Toys R Us,Isetan,Mango (their line now sucks) and last but not least Popular where we saw my ex-teacher from sec 2..He is the worst teacher anibody cud have especially for me..Seeing him reminds him of my naughty days and horrid we treated him..BUt then again,he deserve it for callin us 'dogs'..*sheesh* wateva..

After 'exploring' TM,we proceeded to Century Square(as usual)..Went to The Bluez where we bought really,really cheap stuff..That is sooo our new shop to hang out at...After which we were on our way home..So early seh go home,first tyme leh..Oh yah,on our way home,Tij made the joke of the day..Can't elaborate or else she will bloody hell kill me..hehe..A good thing nobody 'heard' it except for u..hehehe....

After tat,reached home,my mum was pressing me to get a job and go for an interview at eastpoint selling health and beauty products..BUt..i dun wan cos i want to enjoy my holidays cos its the oni tyme i have for myself...So,that is done...Holidays oni for me...

Countdown to 13 march for release of results...
Ahhh...Send shivers down my spine..

Okay,so tat will be all for now.. ]=
Till nxt tyme..

2:20 PM

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Tired is the word to describe me rite now...

Im sooo sleepy but the computer is like calling out to me an dasking me not to sleep..
hehe..

Aniwae,went out with best fren today..
We are being super random cos we didn't noe our purpose for going out today..

Here's the story,
Best fren didnt have to go to work today as he had to attend a course,so..as usual he would ask me out to go and slack...The problem is where?? Today was the first tyme i took public transport with him..if not,asking him to take public transport is like asking him not to bathe for one day...Well,u got to save on ur petrol didn't u??
BAck to my story, so we jus walked around TAmpines Mall and Century Square like a duo of knucklehead without any aim in life..We went up and down the malls..

Then like finally,he said he has to buy a card holder for his namecards,credit card,nets,etc,etc...So,we went all the way to Bedok to buy a small piece of card holder and we were on our way home..For our journey home,he sent me home by lorry..Soo funny to see him bring such a big lori instead of his precious "proton Gen 2 car"...

Den,went home and got on the fon wif him..During which he told me that while we were at TM,two guys were like staring at me while we were walking..Being the 'mat rape' which he is,he stared back at them den the two guys quickly turned the other way..hehe...Little problem oso wan to make like its a big problem..hehe..Was laughing wen he told me that story..First tyme any guys wud wan to look at me..Awww,i feel soo honoured...

After talking on the fon with him,i was on the fon with Esther..The both of us ah,really,cannot talk on the phone one,if not ah chaos the whole house..hehe..We had the joke of the day..Now esther is known as ESther KEbab while im Syu Ke'butt'..Thanx hor esther..hehe..Den proceeded on to talk about other random things like hearing aids and wateva things which has to do with it..

Soo,tmr will be another day,i will be going out with Tij..Wah! Soo long readi nvr go out togther..Finally!!!3 straight days of outing..
Whee...

Aniwaes,during the holidays,im thinking of doing volunteering work to add to my good deeds(cos i dun have any) Muahaha..I was suggesting the idea to Esther..Being the angel she is (reali??), she oso is thinking of doing it too..So after she comes back frm her trip to China,we may be volunteers..hehe..if it reali happens...

Esther!! WE WILL MISS U!! (for now at least) hehe..
Oreadi missing u eventhough u haven gone yet..hmm.. Sounds wrong....hehe..

Okay tats all folks..TIll nxt tyme..

11:30 PM

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

I HAve Met THe SpaRtans!!
so did Zara,Esther,Becky and Lyly..

We met them at Vivocity..The theatre was quite empty and I saw a Jerome look-alike*whistles*
In words of Paris,' its sexy'.

OKay..I seriously Superduperly UltraMegaly Enjoyed The Show...
It really was stupidly,dirtyly funny...I was laughing hard and too bad for Esther and Zara cos i was in the middle of both of them..hehe..Their ears must have hurt...BUt Then,it was revenge for Esther who kept showing me her'face-ass' to me..Reminds me of a real butt..*squirms*

I think i loved the movie too much tat i laughed till i was outside of the cinema and until the way home cos i couldn't stop laughing..Maybe the LAughing bug got me..hehe..

Then we went to eat at Banquet..Oh God!! It was a history-making event..Firstly,I was fed cucumber by Zara which was oreadi bad...Then secondly,Esther had to complete her dare soo i had to complete mine too by eating tauge..Yucks..The taste still stays in my mouth..*squirms* again..

and the funniest part was the re-enactment of a scene from the movie by Zara and Esther at Vivocity..Oh god,me,lyly and becky quickly walked the other way..We realli didn't noe those two gerls...

Then,we were on our way home..
Lyly and Becky proceeded to Orchard while the other three went home..Since Zara and Esther had to go home early i had to follow suit if not i wud have to go home alone all the way from orchard if i were to follow becky and lyly...

Our trip home was hilariously hilarious(u now wat i mean)..My butt was the butt of the jokes..So was Zara's cheeks and last but not least Esther's face-ass..hehe..
And yah,we high-fived each other just like in the movie wen i got down at Simei...Wat a way to say good-bye..And my trademark Shout-out to 'Cheeky'

hehe..

Tmr will be another day..Going out again with my 'best fren'..
Till then yar..

10:30 PM

Monday, March 03, 2008

Another Day,Another POst..

Blogging is like the only thing i can do to pass the time tat at times i feel like updating my blog twice a day...Even my dream to cahnge my blogskin have been accomplished..Thanks to the holidays..

But to the topic of me looking like a 15 year old..Now,i beg to differ,i look like a 12 year old gerl..Ok,so before u guys start throwing up,let me tell the reason why i said tat..

I was sitting minding my own business..Suddenly two of sister's fren who are in primary 6(12 yrs old) came over..And oh my freaking Shit!!! They are actually bigger in size than me..Boo Hoo!! haiyo...Tell me ppl?? if u were in my shoes wat wud u do??

Okay..Due to my free time,i blog evryday which can be soo boring..If not ah,it takes months for me to even update on a blog..arh..now tat i have bloged for the day,i need to plan out the rest of my day..

Sori to spoil the show for my l.e.s.s. ppl..But,i watched the first 20 mins of Meet the spartans online..hehe..Dun blame me..But blame the holidays k??
No matter wat,i will still be gg to watch the FULL movie with u guys...

To add to the randomness,
Thanx Aisa for saying tat i have great frens tat i can really blog about..(they are not that great actually)hehe.. Joking ppl..

Another thing,missing everybody tat i haven meet up in a long,long while..To everybody who miz me,giv me a kol or msg since i will be free during the hols or until 13 Feb wen the results will be released cos i ain't got nothing better to do...

2:38 PM


SATURDAY
Yawnz..


Okay,so tis tyme im yawning due to extreme tiredness and not plain boredom(for once)..


Oreadi had plans made today..I was gg to watch danceworks with 'best fren'(Joe)..BUT!!! As usual,he is always late..HE said he ws gg to pick me up at 2....But he came at 4..Sat at home like a nub...becos of him,i had to cancel the initial plan to watch danceworks..i have become tooo accustomed to ur lateness till it has become part of my routine to sit at home and wait..(worst than sleeping beauty waiting for her prince charming)..HEll yah!!



Instead,i had to follow him to Toa Payoh to buy his no.3 handphone..So proud seh to have 3 handphone wen u oni have 2 ears hor...*roll eyes*..nevermind,makes it easier to reach all ur girlfriends..Den,he had a craving for Swensens,i had to stop him...So damn expensive can..Want die isit??



Esther!!! u soo happy tat u talked to him hor..After talking to him u quickly change his name 'proton guy' to 'joe'..hehe..Wah!! Now like best fren readi.. Must be love at first sight in the lift tat tyme hor..No!!Wrong,love at first sight was between him and Zara..The staring incident??*wink wink* hehe..How bout making a swap Zara?? U wan??hehe.. As for lyly,u guys live so near each other leh,but still no fate between u guys hor.. OMG,im becoming Esther using all the singlish words..hehe..



Aniwaes,i cant wait for Tuesday..Im going out!Yeah! Going to watch meet the spartans with my dearestsss...I cant wait to meet but i cant wait to watch the movie more...hehehe...Heard tat it is stupidly,dirtily funny..



One more thing! I ended the day by being called childish again! Haiz..Wat can i do to make me more matured-looking?? Ppl, ani ideas?? At first,im too skinny now u say im childish..Make up ur mind please..I seriously dun noe wat else to say but this,pls go and make a brand new pair of specs... Seriously serious talking..



Okay ppl,dun miss my hyena laugh during the hols k??(omg! Did i jus say tat?? I disclosed my own deepest secret)



Better sign off fast before i blurt out more....
Bye!! Chiaoz!!


12:40 AM

Saturday, March 01, 2008

HEy World!!

Since i have a lot of time to slack and dream,i am gg to blog..Better den doing other things..

One topic has been brought up recently..
Which is,
I look like a 15 year old gerl...
A lot younger than wat i am...

The reason given by One particular person is tat...

the way i think is like a kid which reflects the way i carry myself..


Bloody Hell!!


Its oreadi hurting to call my features childish but to go on to say tat i think like a kid...


Its gone beyond the line...

Damn!!!

9:03 PM

Reach my prismic soul.
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I'm a kitten from spain who loves to eat chocolate.
ok, so im not a kitten, and i'm not from spain either, but i do love chocolates. Cats??,they're very nice,but honestly im scared of them, i'd rather be an animal that flies(cockroach??) Maybe....dunno. *shrug* mmms. ok i don't know what i am. i'm just me.I am Syuhadah aka Heather aka Syu aka Syub aka Butty and many more..
Well.i dun noe wat im called aniwaes. People keep giving me new names.
Studying Diploma in Food Science and Nutrition in TP.A September baby.Looks younger den her age..(Seriously)

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SAY NO! to Drugs (and bitches).

My Words.
This blog is solely mine. It contains MY photos, thoughts, hopes, dreams, secrets, and fears. i write because i want to, and you read because you want to. if you don't want to read, then don't: it's that simple. as far as i'm concern, u're NOT IN my invitation list!

Unconditional Desires.
Blue :D
$$$/ Ka-chings
Beautiful clothes
Fashion
Put on weight ;)
Loves people that loves me.
loves beautiful clothes/fashion.
Definitely Loves My Bf

Unconditional Turnoffs.
hATES Mats and mInahs!
HAte bitches,wannabes,people who gets on me nerves,racists and shitty people
HATE my skinny body :]
hate vegetables especially tomatoes.!
The list goes on

The endless connections.
Esther♥
Sufiyan
Rafidah
Shemona
SuHailA
Yanie
Zahara ♥
Lyana ♥
Shiyu
Aisa
Ame Bonez
Jonny
Ili
Dila
HArith Spidey
Shahirah
Becky ♥
Syafiq
Misrah
Brianne
Charlene
Dyla
Yi Ming
Khairi ICA
Fuanni ICA

Mix the words up.

It took time to see.
April 2006
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You have my thanks.