YEh!
Today my entry will be a more happier one...

Today was teachers day(who dun noe?), we had a lot of fun .
But it was a bit boring..
Some of the classmates were doing their own things...
Some complained that the party we orgainized was boring..

Wat the?

They did not even lift a hand to help and have the cheek to complain...

I was so bloody angry because of this people..!!

lar wateva.

These people juz dun hav the 408 spirit..
Well i tink nobody does lor..All so bloody unsporting..

Only noe how to open their mouth.....
Fuck them ar..


Chris keep saying that my post are all too emo...Realli meh?
Aniwae tis is juz my true feelings....
I juz have no other way of expressing them except this blog of mine...
And it juz so happens tat all my feelings are sad.

I juz dunno y but people like pulling me down...
Like i said, nobody is perfect then y expect perfection??True?

I feel so demoralised when im around my friends..
There are a lot of reasons which i rather not state....




















I juz have been having bad days lately...

DUn noe why..Maybe due to the stress that is on to me lately..

I have not been revising and so lazy to even pick up a damn fucking book.

What the hell.

To add things up.....

Some damn bitches have really been not making my day at all..

They were suppose to make me happy and forget all my troubles when i am with them but it added more to my problems...

Shit!

yesterday i watched one hour photo .Then when i was watching there was this scene..

Qoute: The things we fear may have already happened to us...Then that was when i started flashing back...Oh God...What he said was realli true ar..

I feel my worst fear is starting to happen to me..It is just starting to surface and i can alreadi feel the effect of my fear..

When i went to sleep, i thought about it again and i noe that only time will have the effect on my fear.......

Love

Syuz..

I have juz cahnged my blog skin..

Hope it is not that irritating.

My day have juz been so off .
i feel so unrespected.
I feel so isolated
My head hurts.
My body aches.
I m all drained up.
I feel insecure.
I feel like an ant waiting to get trampled by an elephant.
Somebody, anybody pleaz help me..!
My grades are fallingand my world id tumbling down,
I am stuck among the rumbles.
I can see the light..
But can the Light see me!?
My days are outnumbered,by the sun and the moon.
The clock can be turned, but time will not
Keep ageing.
One day it will all end
Nobody's perfect but why expect perfection!
Emotions get the better of me!

Love..
Syuhadah



Im so tired aND SO mentally and emotionally drained from all the stress of the

coming o level...

My birthday is coming in 2 weeks time and thats the scary part because my prelims is a week after that i have not even revise a little bit of any subject...

Except for Geog, but still only 1 topic.....

When will i ever have the motivation and courage to rise to the occasion . This year is very important to do well but i dun have the confidence which is why i only dare to aim for Ite....for i noe that i will not get any higher grades that will qualify me for poly and even JC(dream only lar).....Haiz...

What a life!

Emotional Freak..

Today was my o level practical exam for FnN..

Suxxx to the core
i feel like screaming my heart out
fo i noe tat im gonna get low marks for my practical or evn my overall FnN...

I was so frus when i didn't have enough time to finish all my dishes PROPERLY.....
All thanks to my burnt Pudding..And credits goes to some of my self-centered Classmates..
U noe hu i mean ..

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

Really sux lor..........

I really X2 need to screamm and pour all my emotions out lar.
Haiz....

I was like so frustated.
How can i not be...

Messing up my O LEVel like tat

Let me repeat OLEVEL.

Shit lar..

:<

Sad and lifeless



This week was a boring, tired and sleepy week for me .

This week also been super busy with homework...

Im just so happy that it is the weekends...

Now i can sleep like a pig and also eat like a pig..

But 1 thing i have a lot of darn homework.

Damn..

I'll be going out tmr to BUgis.

Im gonna buy some new stuff...

Okay lar...
i wann go eat ,again....Byez>>>>




It ssooo super boring during the weeekends at homee..

Im still not over the shock that i got A1 for my Mt o level...

Im juz so shock..

Sooooo Shock..

Aniwae im juz so boring ...

Tats why i decided to post on this blog...

But the problem is tat i have no interesting thing to put on this blog......

juz tis pic..


Yeahh...

Yesterday was my o level mt paper results..

Gez wat ?

i got an A1..

Surprising huh..
I gt a shock of my life when i saw my grade..

I been convincing myself tat i will get a B3...

But that doesnt seem the case..

Im so happi..

But then i cant celebrate coz my frenz didnt get wat they wanted or aimed...

I can only keeep quiet and feel sorry for them..

Most of them got a B3 and that was obviously too low for them...

Wat i could do was console them....

Haiz..

But i m very happy beyond words can express...
So happi..

I feel tis is my gateway to achieving many other success throughout my journey in life
But not forgetting the fire which gets in my way which will hinder me from getting to where i wanna be..



My life is very much filled with problems and stress.

I think some of the people out there noe that as i have been more quiet in class and much more reserved without any more jokes any more..

Only i noe the change in me...

Its juz that i been very (no words can describe)......

Haiz.....:(

It is juz me or is it realli becoz these problems realli are happening...


Here are the picture which we took on Saturday....
Finnaly took them from Xy...

At the MRt waiting for Hakim and Zul....
So long....

The three ladies
The gals who went
408 rox..
Lokk at my hair...So flat...like plastic hair..

There are still some more pictures but this stupid blog cannot display...

Hmm,,,

I went to the esplanade yesterday with my classmates...
except for 3 of them from other classes..
i juz tot of going girls alone but then the chinese guys went along..

The fireworks were beautiful and so colourful...

Its like the 2nd time i saw the fireworks.........

Wow!

Took some picture yesterdae but all in XY camera and she havent send to me yet...

But if i receive them i'll be sure to put them on my blog ...

Bb
kisses frm me...

I'm a kitten from spain who loves to eat chocolate.
ok, so im not a kitten, and i'm not from spain either, but i do love chocolates. Cats??,they're very nice,but honestly im scared of them, i'd rather be an animal that flies(cockroach??) Maybe....dunno. *shrug* mmms. ok i don't know what i am. i'm just me.I am Syuhadah aka Heather aka Syu aka Syub aka Butty and many more..
Well.i dun noe wat im called aniwaes. People keep giving me new names.
Studying Diploma in Food Science and Nutrition in TP.A September baby.Looks younger den her age..(Seriously)


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