I noe dat its suppossed to be the festive season and its suppossed to be a happy atmosphere blah blah blah.. Bt i cnt help feeling sucky.. Its just little bit and pieces of things dat make me feel like this.. Just lyke how pieces of jigsaw come together to make a big picture.. But mine is making a big negative picture.. Totally hurting me and my life.. Tsk tsk.. Damn it! I know im being too emo and stuffs bt wat im doing is taking a toll on my life.. I tot of leaving bt bcos of u i will try to be patient and bear wit this pain.. Just hoping dat things will get better..* fingers crossed*
11:12 PM
Friday, August 06, 2010
I know that i have not been updating...
So time to clean off some dust..* wipes wipes*
Now dat is all done..
What the hell can blabber about here other than life? Shall skip everything about life cos it's been pretty sucky... Dun noe what else to say...
Work? Same old, same old...
One month not updating and it seems that nothing much has happened. Just the same gg out or at home sleeping and being lazy cos too bushed from werk. What the hell did u expect from sleeping beauty?
Aniwaes, anything exciting to talk about wud be in Oct... Gg Bkk with batchmates... If all goes well.. Can't wait for shopping and a whole lot of fun.. Sometimes it is so much better to open up and not be sooo restricted in ur social life.. I learnt if you are to choosy in who u mix with... U might jus end up alone or discriminated against.. Just so you people know, i hate people whose pesonality clashes with mine.. So hate it...
5:32 PM
Monday, July 05, 2010
Can We Pretend That Airplanes In The Night Sky Are Shooting Stars?
I Can Really Use A Wish Right Now..
3:18 PM
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Sent off my bestie at the Airport...
Sad to see her go...
It was emotional, didn't expect it to be..
Didn't think I would be in tears..
But I was.. Turned away to bf before it got worst..
hehe..
She's my everything since secondary 3...
Through thick and thin...
Through O levels and Poly..
Still rmbr how she was there for me in my Poly first year...
When my results were awful..
That one bottle of preserved mint papaya made my spirits go up...
All the gossips and all the crushes..
We were even thought to be lesbians..
Though it's only one year..
A lot can happen...
Hoping to see u hand in hand with a Mat Saleh when u come back...
Love and kisses...
Pictures in chronological order:
A polaroid of us will be my memory of you for one year..
Counting down starting from 365 days k loves?
11:03 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2010
People always say " If only I could turn time"..
But for me, this would be the only time (so far) which I really wish that time could be turned...
Doing something different at work last night was awesome but the plus of handling the public was more patience-testing....Dammit!
It's like I always ask myself... Why?
And now, mixing with people, I tend to know more about the politics that I'm going to face..
And that alone sucks...
As if having a boring job isn't enough??
I sooo need a career change in the nearest time possible..
5 years is not an option...
5:09 PM
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Work Work Work...
What a damn bore..
Everyday face stupid crappy faces and public...
I've now become anti-public..While the public becomes anti-government...
Shud have stuck to my childhood aspiration of being a teacher....
Dress up and look pretty..
That's what I want to do..
8:56 PM
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
First night at Wdlands was a rollercoaster ride..
Fighting the traffic to get from one point to another was one thing..
Fighting the pollution was another..
The smoke there so freaking thick in the morning please...
Den kena scolded by bus driver took me aback too...
And batting my eyelids just to keep me awake...
The environment of work requires me to be independent and alone most of the time..
But am I soo glad to have my BFF around, at least I have company for part of my break...
And another that calls me just to ask me if I wan go out eat..
Nice colleagues rite??
But got some just pulled my days down cos they think that I'm too "highly qualified" for the job..
Bleargh!
But whatever it is, two years must tahan...
9:38 PM
Reach my prismic soul.
I'm a kitten from spain who loves to eat chocolate.
ok, so im not a kitten, and i'm not from spain either, but i do love chocolates.
Cats??,they're very nice,but honestly im scared of them, i'd rather be an animal that flies(cockroach??)
Maybe....dunno. *shrug* mmms. ok i don't know what i am. i'm just me.I am Syuhadah aka Heather aka Syu aka Syub aka Butty and many more..
Well.i dun noe wat im called aniwaes.
People keep giving me new names.
Studying Diploma in Food Science and Nutrition in TP.A September baby.Looks younger den her age..(Seriously)
SAY NO! to Drugs (and bitches).
My Words.
This blog is solely mine. It contains MY photos, thoughts, hopes, dreams, secrets, and fears. i write because i
want to, and you read because you want to. if you don't want to read, then don't: it's that simple. as far as i'm
concern, u're NOT IN my invitation list!
Unconditional Desires.
Blue :D
$$$/ Ka-chings
Beautiful clothes
Fashion
Put on weight ;)
Loves people that loves me.
loves beautiful clothes/fashion.
Definitely Loves My Bf
Unconditional Turnoffs.
hATES Mats and mInahs!
HAte bitches,wannabes,people who gets on me nerves,racists and shitty people
HATE my skinny body :]
hate vegetables especially tomatoes.!
The list goes on
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